(Source: edrecoverystarfish)
My moms been bitching at us all day today. Shut up shut up shut up.
Sometimes I worry she’s relapsing into her eating disorder.
I made this to explain to a friend how my anxiety works. This is how mine works, and hopefully it helps some of you to explain to someone who doesn’t know about anxiety the circles we go through.
We all should try to choose the recovery cycle. Let’s work on that.
Stay strong, you beautiful people. ♥
i started looking at thinspo again. no stop this is NOT OK!! and i just daydreamed about purging, which is also NOT OK. i need to stop but i cant. Im not strong enough and there is too much going on right now. I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry.
earlier this semester i almost o.d. for some reason i didn’t.
right now i’m wondering why i didn’t.
I ate the ice cream, but now I really want to throw up. :/
Attempting to conquer a fear food!
Yay for eating fear foods!
I had a wonderful but very strange body- confident weekend.
But I just looked down at my stomach and it seems huge, and I’m going to a barbecue tonight and I’m scared out of my mind.
